Pissed

Yes, I am. Seriously. I am so fed up with dealing with other people's shit. Why my whole life changed 2 years ago...I guess 3 really, starting with when my dad died, and I became caregiver of the world. I am so tired of people not taking responsibility for themselves, and taking out their shitty attitude on everyone. Yes, I'm speaking about my sister. It makes me mad that we are considering putting my mother in LTC, but the one I really need help with, I cannot get. Are there homes for the bi-polar? I'm tired of dealing with mental illness. I'm sure it's wearing and difficult, and lots of other emotions, but it's crappy being on the other side too. Because you're the one who has to do everything, there's nothing to hide behind..."oh, she's sick, that's why she's like that". I'm tired of excusing bad behavior to my children on her behalf. Really, I'm fed up. Can you tell?